This is a personal blog reflecting on instances in my life mostly from the last 5 years.  I have been through some life changing events during this time and it caused me to seriously examine and reflect on myself and my life.  I discovered a lot during this time, some of which I did not like, which helped me to find out who I wanted to be and who I didn't want to be.  It was then that I decided to change certain things about myself and my life.